Year 2010 Resolution~

Today , 7th January 2010..
Time passed fleetness, I am getting mature, parent getting older.
I had,
step out from previous studied life
step out from spending house earn money.

I had taken the responsibility of paying back education loan installment
and insurance premium.

Its really make me felt to getting more resources to cover up the expenditure meanwhile
hang out money.

Therefore, I have to wider the resources and narrow also reduce the expenditure.

Hopefully, I can reduce my installment from 7 years to 5 years time.
Hopefully, I can study my master in business adminstration (marketing) in next 3 years times.
Hopefully, I can buy a double storey house for myself and my family in 10 years times.

The resolution will be:

1, Work hard for the existing job and getting promotion in 2 years times.
2, Earning exra money from Great Eastern company meanwhile assisting friends in life planning.
3, Reduce the hang out rate from 4times a months to 2 times a months.
4, Spend 2 hours in reading some book to enhance self value and motivation.

This are my year 2010 resolution.

Andy with fully responsible and commited too.

Vast Regretably Result

Almost 1 months, I had back from Liverpool and doing my job hunting.

However, the reality were totaly difference from my expectation.

I had sent more than 30 resumes to various company, and attended 3 face to face interview.

1 Westin Hotel, 2 Neo Group and last 3 Salmat,(salesforce @ jetstar asia)

No doubt , I had failed all the interviewed.

The reasons I failed the interview are,

1. Competed with experienced

2.Language were not in excellence neither fair.

3. Pleasantly OUT LOOK

yesterday I had received my Bachelor Degree result transcript.

That's vast regret on my life..

I was awarded as BA(HON) Leisure Tourism and Hospitality (2.1) second upper with total marks of 67.7

I am satisfied with the result and I did achive my objective for this summer courses.

so, why I am still regret?

The reasons are, if I get another 2 marks in individual research study than I can get 1st class honour degree.

As both of my housemate, cayson and mary.

I am desperately wish I can graduated as same class with them.

I had been put in all my effort.

But I am still failed to do so.

Anyway, that's the truth.. I still have to accept and fight for future perfection rather than stick to the regretably result.

Perhaps, I can manage to find a job in coming few days..

Some of my friends really assisted me alot in job seeking, provide accomodation places and information.

specially acknowledge mark teh, paw wen, henry, erison, elvis and others.

Appreciate to everyone who care andy future.

I will not going to make any regretable decision or action anymore. In order to achieve perfection life.

Mutual understanding.. peace..

flunky!! I hate you!!

Just finish my post graduate study at Liverpool John Moores University

Start to step in the cruel and reality social life..

Havent really step in the working environment,

even just reach my expected sweet home,

somthing were happened.

My friend, who was be with me almost 10 years friendship,

suddently the relation broken , due to some misunderstanding and some flunky trying to destroy my name with fake and imagination information.

I really upset with those flunky job.. few years we never meet , even chat in proper way, but still can create story to damage people name.

what they can earn or gain from that?

simply for fun?

I am not holly man.. I am still human.. please dun expect everybody furfil ur personal schedule or requirement..and please do not talk people bad without further proven. I hate flunky too!!

Mutual encouragement

Tonight it's just a ordinary normal night 0018hours @ liverpool Atlantic Point Village

But, tonight I felt the ambience and environment was surrounded by silence kind of horrible air

Maybe under the tension of dissertation submission date just in the corner

Maybe the closer to dissertation submission date

Maybe we will end up with this point..

Future, will us still can pretend like what we having right now?

hopefully.. perhaps we all will start our new path with new partner, new colleague or new couple?

The time spend with you all are so memorable while enjoyable..

Maybe, this short 3months period we realized everyone single adv or disadv..

Finally, I realized among us among the DHT, ADHT or BA Hospitality are always changing..

Maybe change from negative or maybe change from positive..

But, It only can judge by ourself.. nobody able to judge even the law

homosapien.. you are greatest animal in this world meanwhile you are the most idiot kind of animal.. chinese proverb human were falled infront of wisdom. Because the human inherently "forget" . Human forgot the root, forgot the origin of the everything..

cheers my lovely mates , cheers human sapient.. enjoy what we have now.. enjoy the moment we still breathing..

mutual encouragements.

time past like lightening ..so fast.

seen tangible but it is intangible..

came liverpool almost 2months

alot of mine friends asked after study what will I do?

Me myself oso dunnoe what will happen in my future,

stay in uk? yea I wish I could,

but all have to depend on my uncle..

now, I just wish i could getting better result ..

But untill now, submitted 1 proposal 2 assignment,

the result was I am not really in what I am done..

hopefully following assignment I could do it well.

Left Individual research study.. and event management proposal...

all are hard work for me to prepare..

the time management must in control in order to achieve result that i want.

anyway.. i will do my best..

感伤

很难过的，刚刚知道了之前在金宝读书时的屋主过世了。。

Uncle chin tan kiew..

你让我在金宝读书的日子，有长辈的提点， 过节时有人的关怀，

中秋送月饼，新年派红包还不时那水果给我们吃。。。

在我离开金宝的那一天，他又给了我一个红包。。

我还记得，他给我最后的嘱咐。

像是给自己孩子似的无私。“阿lau , 记得要读好书，将来有了成就，记得回来金宝找我喝早茶”

还记得他当时眼力不好不常出来，

因为当天我们要走了。。他特地来为我们送程。。我把他当作自己的父亲敬爱。。

天意。。

生老病死是不能改变的。希望在你早登极乐。阿弥陀佛

人生

刚在星光五上听见一个人生哲学。
觉得给自己当下打了一剂兴奋剂。
原来人生是那么的微妙。

“在人生最灿烂时，给你当头棒喝。
在人生最失落时，给你一线曙光。”。

这句话也让我觉得自己的生活也是如此。
觉得人生短短几十年，但是却面对了一个又一个的艰难抉择。
来到这个离家几千里远的地方，这句话更是让自己很下心来。